31.8.07
I’ve got a lot of things in my head that distracts my sanity. And I thought, I’d write them all down to let me breathe but then no words seem to capture even just their very geist. They are either too small to mention or too big to contain.
This happens to me often. Part of the reason why I’m rather dead silent.
This happens to me often. Part of the reason why I’m rather dead silent.
23.8.07
it turns out that the door was never meant to open after all. sigh. so much for the wanting and waiting..
17.8.07
Waaah. Tinatamad ako magisip. I’m doing this monitoring of NZ gas consumption and to date, it appears to have decreased tremendously over the last quarter. This worries my boss an awful lot, and so I’m supposed to worry about it as well. Argh. I’m getting the information from the gas companies themselves and they confirmed that the figures they had provided us were correct, how else am I going to justify that damn drop. Maybe last quarter was a significantly hot summer so people used less gas, is that not reason enough? Why do I have to look for the things that I can’t even see? NZ is missing some gas, sino ba kasi nagtago nun? Lol.
Sigh. I know someone who’s desperately wishing that he’d find a job. He’s sick of being a bum. I know how he feels. I went through that myself and it sucked. Pero ewan ko ba? I’m wishing that just for a week, we can swap shoes. That way, I wouldn’t have to worry about the "big" things such as this.
God. I can’t believe that while others are busy doing their nails or soaking their selves in the bathtub atm, I am here scrutinizing NZ energy and searching for some gas that has gone missing.
Sigh. Pero I can already imagine that if ever I get this week off I’m fantasizing about, I’m going to wish that I’m back at work after 2 or 3 days. That’s how it works. Man craves for what he doesn’t have, which makes perfect sense, coz why would you long for something you already have?
Thank god it’s already Friday!
Sigh. I know someone who’s desperately wishing that he’d find a job. He’s sick of being a bum. I know how he feels. I went through that myself and it sucked. Pero ewan ko ba? I’m wishing that just for a week, we can swap shoes. That way, I wouldn’t have to worry about the "big" things such as this.
God. I can’t believe that while others are busy doing their nails or soaking their selves in the bathtub atm, I am here scrutinizing NZ energy and searching for some gas that has gone missing.
Sigh. Pero I can already imagine that if ever I get this week off I’m fantasizing about, I’m going to wish that I’m back at work after 2 or 3 days. That’s how it works. Man craves for what he doesn’t have, which makes perfect sense, coz why would you long for something you already have?
Thank god it’s already Friday!
15.8.07
I’m craving for lots of things these past few weeks-- things that I want to try/have or things I want to do again.
1. Sauna. I was with karol the last time I went in there. And it was HOT!
2. Goldilocks polvoron. Whenever I hear someone talk about going to pinas or coming back from there or whatever, my taste buds go thirsty for polvoron.
3. Crayfish. I’ve tried a pinch and I’ve been craving for that ever since. It’s just so expensive. Wish karol can catch at least 1 for me. Heard that hawke’s bay’s a good spot for them.
4. THE jump. whether it’s sky diving or bungy jumping or both. I had tried the sky jump before and it was the most exciting feeling. I want to feel that same inexplicable thrill again. I love heights.
5. long drive. I’m relatively new to driving so I just want to test myself.
6. laptop. Naiinggit lang ako kay karol. =p
7. Gold coast. I hear that they have really cool theme parks there. Just want to check them out.
8. isaw. Bituka. Tenga ng baboy. God I miss streetfood.
1. Sauna. I was with karol the last time I went in there. And it was HOT!
2. Goldilocks polvoron. Whenever I hear someone talk about going to pinas or coming back from there or whatever, my taste buds go thirsty for polvoron.
3. Crayfish. I’ve tried a pinch and I’ve been craving for that ever since. It’s just so expensive. Wish karol can catch at least 1 for me. Heard that hawke’s bay’s a good spot for them.
4. THE jump. whether it’s sky diving or bungy jumping or both. I had tried the sky jump before and it was the most exciting feeling. I want to feel that same inexplicable thrill again. I love heights.
5. long drive. I’m relatively new to driving so I just want to test myself.
6. laptop. Naiinggit lang ako kay karol. =p
7. Gold coast. I hear that they have really cool theme parks there. Just want to check them out.
8. isaw. Bituka. Tenga ng baboy. God I miss streetfood.
13.8.07
A door appeared in front of him. He’s tempted to come in but a single step forward will shut the door behind him and a single step back will leave the door in front permanently locked. What’s he supposed to do?
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He chose to step forward and knock at the door in front. But just to play it safe, he slipped a chunk of lies at the side of the door behind him to keep it from closing. His moves show not very good signs but still he eyes for the chance.
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This is one of those rare occasions that I think time is going too slow. He’s still knocking.
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He chose to step forward and knock at the door in front. But just to play it safe, he slipped a chunk of lies at the side of the door behind him to keep it from closing. His moves show not very good signs but still he eyes for the chance.
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This is one of those rare occasions that I think time is going too slow. He’s still knocking.
2.8.07
Workload is finally dwindling down. I’ll get my slacking hours back very soon. weee.
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Si karol ang taong di nauubusan ng problema. He can’t go past something without having to bump into some hindrance. Things just never go smoothly for him. Something will always go wrong. Problems will always crop up. And that’s a fact. I know so because I get hassled every time. I get dragged to his concerns and I get stressed finding some alternative solutions.
Actually, it must be pretty frustrating to live his life, I reckon. But one part of me sure envies him. Cause despite all his "misfortunes", he proves to be a really tough guy. I truly admire his bravery and wit and resourcefulness. He thinks quickly and he acts fast. He has a good sense of direction and a good logic plus he’s accompanied by a good sidekick of course. Pwede siguro sya sa amazing race.
Anyway, these are merely observations lang naman. It’s impossible to really know a person at a glance kaya when I see some unusual act which often is caused by some unforeseen circumstances, I’m always awed. Then after awhile, I get to connect the dots, see some pattern, which in time gives me a hint of how a person is really like (me and my slow process. Tsk.).
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I’m so broke at the moment. Sad.
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we watched knocked up the other night. nakakatawa. la lang.
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Si karol ang taong di nauubusan ng problema. He can’t go past something without having to bump into some hindrance. Things just never go smoothly for him. Something will always go wrong. Problems will always crop up. And that’s a fact. I know so because I get hassled every time. I get dragged to his concerns and I get stressed finding some alternative solutions.
Actually, it must be pretty frustrating to live his life, I reckon. But one part of me sure envies him. Cause despite all his "misfortunes", he proves to be a really tough guy. I truly admire his bravery and wit and resourcefulness. He thinks quickly and he acts fast. He has a good sense of direction and a good logic plus he’s accompanied by a good sidekick of course. Pwede siguro sya sa amazing race.
Anyway, these are merely observations lang naman. It’s impossible to really know a person at a glance kaya when I see some unusual act which often is caused by some unforeseen circumstances, I’m always awed. Then after awhile, I get to connect the dots, see some pattern, which in time gives me a hint of how a person is really like (me and my slow process. Tsk.).
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I’m so broke at the moment. Sad.
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we watched knocked up the other night. nakakatawa. la lang.
