14.9.07
Expectation is a very compelling word. It drags you in a direction either favourable to you or not, and rule you without the slightest idea. And whether it is someone else’s expectation of you or your own expectation of yourself, failure to meet it causes you outright frustration that often leaves you wondering if you’re ever good enough. It is always a conscious effort to tell yourself that hey so what if I failed, so what if I sucked. I am my own driver. I deserve another chance to take another stab at this cursed expectation laid upon my hands.
// posted by jaena*** @ 17:01 
