9.11.07
Talking to myself…
Ano ba tong nararamdaman ko? I feel so tired and lazy. Too tired to think. Too lazy to work. Too tired to talk. Too lazy to do anything. Di ko lam kung bakit. Gusto ko magkasakit ng 3 araw. Ung tipong I’m too weak to move para nasa bahay lang ako. Tapos I can just watch tv/dvd or surf the net all day. Para I have a reason to absent. Kasi ayaw ko naman galawin ung annual leave ko kasi I’m saving them up for next year. And even if I can, I will have to explain myself to everyone. And the dahil-tinatamad-ako-magtrabaho reason is definitely not good enough. so they will try to dig in further kahit na that’s seriously the only reason I have.
May mga dapat ako gawin na trabaho pero di ko ginagawa. I realise tuloy na having a flexible job doesn’t really work for me. I’m born lazy. I only get something done if I’m really passionate about it or if I’m obliged to. At sa mga panahong to, I am neither passionate nor obliged. nakakatamad tuloy. Sigh.
Ano kaya feeling ng nasa private sector?
Sabi nila matamlay daw ako lately? Parang nga. Siguro napagod din ako kasi ilang buwan din ako generally masaya. Pero nakakapagod bang maging masaya? Hmmm.
A friend already left for US. Nakakasad. Tapos 2 more will leave for pinas this xmas. Sigh. Ano kaya itsura ng pasko namin? The plan was to spend xmas in Auckland kaso naman wala na kami budget kaya baka di na kami tuloy. So di na lang kami sa welly. Corny. Pero ok lang un. Sana na lang by xmas break, may restricted licence na ko tapos I’ll drive up to hawkes bay kay karol. Para for a change, sya naman puntahan ko. Sana talaga.
Sigh.
Dadating na si dolands next week. He seemed to really enjoy his stay in pinas. Pero ang sakit naman sa bulsa. We had to send him money thrice this week. Grabe para syang shredder, ang bilis. Ano kaya dala nun for me? all I’ve asked from him ay goldilocks polvoron. Sana naman may dala sya.
At I remember. the day before karol and I fought in rotorua, nagkita si dolands at parents ni karol sa laguna. Wow diba. Tapos funny kasi nga the ffg day nagaway naman kami na halos on the verge of breaking up na. it’s interesting how fate can be so playful. =p
Ayan, namimiss ko si karol. I have to see him on my bday. Basta. =p
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
Ano ba tong nararamdaman ko? I feel so tired and lazy. Too tired to think. Too lazy to work. Too tired to talk. Too lazy to do anything. Di ko lam kung bakit. Gusto ko magkasakit ng 3 araw. Ung tipong I’m too weak to move para nasa bahay lang ako. Tapos I can just watch tv/dvd or surf the net all day. Para I have a reason to absent. Kasi ayaw ko naman galawin ung annual leave ko kasi I’m saving them up for next year. And even if I can, I will have to explain myself to everyone. And the dahil-tinatamad-ako-magtrabaho reason is definitely not good enough. so they will try to dig in further kahit na that’s seriously the only reason I have.
May mga dapat ako gawin na trabaho pero di ko ginagawa. I realise tuloy na having a flexible job doesn’t really work for me. I’m born lazy. I only get something done if I’m really passionate about it or if I’m obliged to. At sa mga panahong to, I am neither passionate nor obliged. nakakatamad tuloy. Sigh.
Ano kaya feeling ng nasa private sector?
Sabi nila matamlay daw ako lately? Parang nga. Siguro napagod din ako kasi ilang buwan din ako generally masaya. Pero nakakapagod bang maging masaya? Hmmm.
A friend already left for US. Nakakasad. Tapos 2 more will leave for pinas this xmas. Sigh. Ano kaya itsura ng pasko namin? The plan was to spend xmas in Auckland kaso naman wala na kami budget kaya baka di na kami tuloy. So di na lang kami sa welly. Corny. Pero ok lang un. Sana na lang by xmas break, may restricted licence na ko tapos I’ll drive up to hawkes bay kay karol. Para for a change, sya naman puntahan ko. Sana talaga.
Sigh.
Dadating na si dolands next week. He seemed to really enjoy his stay in pinas. Pero ang sakit naman sa bulsa. We had to send him money thrice this week. Grabe para syang shredder, ang bilis. Ano kaya dala nun for me? all I’ve asked from him ay goldilocks polvoron. Sana naman may dala sya.
At I remember. the day before karol and I fought in rotorua, nagkita si dolands at parents ni karol sa laguna. Wow diba. Tapos funny kasi nga the ffg day nagaway naman kami na halos on the verge of breaking up na. it’s interesting how fate can be so playful. =p
Ayan, namimiss ko si karol. I have to see him on my bday. Basta. =p
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
// posted by jaena*** @ 15:13 
