11.1.08
Karol’s visa is expiring in less than 3 weeks. And yet the whole world conspires to let him renew it. I can’t let him leave me here but I don’t know how else to help him. All the hurdles lie in his end. And I just can’t do anything about it.
Sad. I feel bad that of us two, he gets all the pain and the stress. I can’t help but notice that while he’s going through everything, I go through nothing. Life gets really hard on him when it seems quite easy on me.
No wonder he’s often tensed and unmotivated. Simple happiness causes him a lot. For him, to have something really small means sacrificing a lot of big things. What more if he aims for the bigger ones.
If only I can literally shoulder half of his burden. I feel bad that although I’m giving him all the support I can give, it’s just never enough. Especially that I know I can do more if only the world will let me.
He is constantly racing against time. He’s getting very tired but time never rests and so can he…Sigh.
Sad. I feel bad that of us two, he gets all the pain and the stress. I can’t help but notice that while he’s going through everything, I go through nothing. Life gets really hard on him when it seems quite easy on me.
No wonder he’s often tensed and unmotivated. Simple happiness causes him a lot. For him, to have something really small means sacrificing a lot of big things. What more if he aims for the bigger ones.
If only I can literally shoulder half of his burden. I feel bad that although I’m giving him all the support I can give, it’s just never enough. Especially that I know I can do more if only the world will let me.
He is constantly racing against time. He’s getting very tired but time never rests and so can he…Sigh.
// posted by jaena*** @ 13:36 
