27.7.06
It's over, at least for me.
I figured out that his geniality will dwindle down sooner or later. It's momentary. It's a hangover. He just couldn't get enough of our fun weekend together. But he will soon.
And maybe, I just enjoyed the attention. But that's about it. I rang Karol last night, and he told me that he missed me more these past few days. When the visitors were here, he was worried that I might get too close with them (which I think I did). But he couldn't have sensed something, can he? Anyways, the conversation last night made me realize that this other guy just makes me miss Karol even more. I love my boyfriend too much. Period.
I figured out that his geniality will dwindle down sooner or later. It's momentary. It's a hangover. He just couldn't get enough of our fun weekend together. But he will soon.
And maybe, I just enjoyed the attention. But that's about it. I rang Karol last night, and he told me that he missed me more these past few days. When the visitors were here, he was worried that I might get too close with them (which I think I did). But he couldn't have sensed something, can he? Anyways, the conversation last night made me realize that this other guy just makes me miss Karol even more. I love my boyfriend too much. Period.
// posted by jaena*** @ 09:30 
