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Iyeeee...
To have a boyfriend had once been my frustration. Coz you see, I am not the "ligawin" type of girl. Like some of the unfortunate souls out there, I had gone through the oh-my-god-am-I-ever-going-to-have-a-boyfriend phase in my life. I remember having had those pathetic daydreams of me imprisoned in some cute guy's embrace, and cuddling, and doing whatever couples do that I get a sight of. Tsk. These had gone on and on until one fateful night...
The setting? It was one crack of dawn sometime in my junior year. It was at the field in UPLB, and Karol and I were having our nth bottle of beer. There were few couples around but we didn't mind them. We just talked and laughed and made a fool of ourselves. Then poof! We kissed.
The kiss was amazing but the feeling back then was awkward coz damn it, I knew him as KUYA Karol. We got close because of Isis bar and SanMigLight. We barely knew details of each other's lives because usually, we would just see each other at nighttime when we were already half drunk.
Anyways, that was the start. That went on for months. We both claimed that we like each other, but neither of us dared to make things official. It was all fun though. I don't remember any downtime...not until I screwed up. Yeah...I fell for him first. Tsk.
26 months later, we are still together. He really loves me! Yiheee. The thought still makes me smile. Karol's my many firsts. He has transformed me from a naive little girl to a full-grown young woman. What more can I say? He is just incredible, and our relationship is just astounding. Yes, we do have our differences, we do have terrible fights, we do have issues and conflicts, but so far they cause us more good than bad.
Karol is not exactly the man of my fantasies, and our story is not exactly how I imagined it in my daydreams, but who cares?! I've come to realize that indeed the most wonderful things happen when you least expect them and when you don't plan for them. An emotion is at its peak when you are less in control. Probably that's why I love him more than I thought...coz he didn't just offer me the world I so longed for as a growing teen...He's in it! That makes that world far more amazing!
To have a boyfriend had once been my frustration. Coz you see, I am not the "ligawin" type of girl. Like some of the unfortunate souls out there, I had gone through the oh-my-god-am-I-ever-going-to-have-a-boyfriend phase in my life. I remember having had those pathetic daydreams of me imprisoned in some cute guy's embrace, and cuddling, and doing whatever couples do that I get a sight of. Tsk. These had gone on and on until one fateful night...
The setting? It was one crack of dawn sometime in my junior year. It was at the field in UPLB, and Karol and I were having our nth bottle of beer. There were few couples around but we didn't mind them. We just talked and laughed and made a fool of ourselves. Then poof! We kissed.
The kiss was amazing but the feeling back then was awkward coz damn it, I knew him as KUYA Karol. We got close because of Isis bar and SanMigLight. We barely knew details of each other's lives because usually, we would just see each other at nighttime when we were already half drunk.
Anyways, that was the start. That went on for months. We both claimed that we like each other, but neither of us dared to make things official. It was all fun though. I don't remember any downtime...not until I screwed up. Yeah...I fell for him first. Tsk.
26 months later, we are still together. He really loves me! Yiheee. The thought still makes me smile. Karol's my many firsts. He has transformed me from a naive little girl to a full-grown young woman. What more can I say? He is just incredible, and our relationship is just astounding. Yes, we do have our differences, we do have terrible fights, we do have issues and conflicts, but so far they cause us more good than bad.
Karol is not exactly the man of my fantasies, and our story is not exactly how I imagined it in my daydreams, but who cares?! I've come to realize that indeed the most wonderful things happen when you least expect them and when you don't plan for them. An emotion is at its peak when you are less in control. Probably that's why I love him more than I thought...coz he didn't just offer me the world I so longed for as a growing teen...He's in it! That makes that world far more amazing!
// posted by jaena*** @ 09:09 
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kakilig nga naman ang story nyo.
i remember you asking me weird questions na di ko tuloy alam nung time na un kung mao-offend ako o hinde. hehe.
anyway, really happy that you are happy and that you both are still soooo together.
mwahness!
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i remember you asking me weird questions na di ko tuloy alam nung time na un kung mao-offend ako o hinde. hehe.
anyway, really happy that you are happy and that you both are still soooo together.
mwahness!
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