26.7.06
Really bad sign.
I have met this guy few days ago, and he's being so, or maybe too nice to me.
I am never the assuming type, so I try stubbornly not to put malice on his gestures. I actually think that he has a thing for my sister because he openly admits that he finds her photogenic. Funny thing is, despite this claim, he texts and calls me rather than her.
I tend to think that maybe it's just because we have a lot of common grounds. We are both into a long distance relationship. The difference though is that they already broke up, and we haven't (and we wouldn't). We are both from UPLB, so we have the same familiarity of the LB attitude, crowd and environment. He even knows Karol. I actually asked him to help me find ways to bring him here. And somehow knowing him (and so his other friends) excites me, thinking that someday, when I manage to bring Karol here, they would become his friends because they have a lot more common grounds than we do, etc. etc.
But I'm not insensitive. Justifying his rather weird paying of attention to me can be quite a challenge. There were 4 of them that I met that day, but he was the only one who displayed this awkward interest to get to know me better. His friends tease him, and my sister teases me, but I ignore them, or at least I pretend to. Coz they could be wrong, and I can still cite many reasons to prove that.
Truth is, I honestly wish they are wrong. Coz if they aren't, it will surely a make a big complication. I know that I don't get distracted that easily. But I also know that loneliness escorts vulnerability. So I'm just scared of where things may lead to...
Good thing, he doesn't live here in Wellington. But still, I wish Karol is here.
I have met this guy few days ago, and he's being so, or maybe too nice to me.
I am never the assuming type, so I try stubbornly not to put malice on his gestures. I actually think that he has a thing for my sister because he openly admits that he finds her photogenic. Funny thing is, despite this claim, he texts and calls me rather than her.
I tend to think that maybe it's just because we have a lot of common grounds. We are both into a long distance relationship. The difference though is that they already broke up, and we haven't (and we wouldn't). We are both from UPLB, so we have the same familiarity of the LB attitude, crowd and environment. He even knows Karol. I actually asked him to help me find ways to bring him here. And somehow knowing him (and so his other friends) excites me, thinking that someday, when I manage to bring Karol here, they would become his friends because they have a lot more common grounds than we do, etc. etc.
But I'm not insensitive. Justifying his rather weird paying of attention to me can be quite a challenge. There were 4 of them that I met that day, but he was the only one who displayed this awkward interest to get to know me better. His friends tease him, and my sister teases me, but I ignore them, or at least I pretend to. Coz they could be wrong, and I can still cite many reasons to prove that.
Truth is, I honestly wish they are wrong. Coz if they aren't, it will surely a make a big complication. I know that I don't get distracted that easily. But I also know that loneliness escorts vulnerability. So I'm just scared of where things may lead to...
Good thing, he doesn't live here in Wellington. But still, I wish Karol is here.
// posted by jaena*** @ 09:07 
