13.7.06
sigh. week is almost over. woot!
well, have to say i'm really busy. people here are no different from typical pinoys. they love crunch times. projects are way behind schedule, kaya ngayon, we are literally loaded. we have to be able to publish this major report by the end of october, kaso we haven't started anything yet. tsk. buggers.
...
the environment at home is not so good either.
our only relatives here are my mum's younger sister and her 9-yr old son, and they are soooo making me sick. that stupid kid is a brat, and he loves making our lives miserable. her mum, on the other hand, is so blinded by him that she thinks she is handling him quite well. and that makes her equally stupid.
just last weekend, that kid made up one big trouble na umabot sa pinas. he caused one past issue (which involved my sister and i) to heat up again. and as usual, it leaves another bad impression of us.
i'm afraid i already hate them. i hate to think that the people who once helped us pull our way up are the same people pushing us down right now. and what i hate more is knowing that i really can't show them how much i'm hating them because i'm hindered by that damn debt of gratitude. putanginang utang na loob yan!
anyway, the nice part is we don't live with them so we don't get to see them everyday. but then of course, they would pop out our doorstep every once in a while, and do what they do best, mangmolestya!
i really hope not to get a sight of them this weekend.
sigh.
well, have to say i'm really busy. people here are no different from typical pinoys. they love crunch times. projects are way behind schedule, kaya ngayon, we are literally loaded. we have to be able to publish this major report by the end of october, kaso we haven't started anything yet. tsk. buggers.
...
the environment at home is not so good either.
our only relatives here are my mum's younger sister and her 9-yr old son, and they are soooo making me sick. that stupid kid is a brat, and he loves making our lives miserable. her mum, on the other hand, is so blinded by him that she thinks she is handling him quite well. and that makes her equally stupid.
just last weekend, that kid made up one big trouble na umabot sa pinas. he caused one past issue (which involved my sister and i) to heat up again. and as usual, it leaves another bad impression of us.
i'm afraid i already hate them. i hate to think that the people who once helped us pull our way up are the same people pushing us down right now. and what i hate more is knowing that i really can't show them how much i'm hating them because i'm hindered by that damn debt of gratitude. putanginang utang na loob yan!
anyway, the nice part is we don't live with them so we don't get to see them everyday. but then of course, they would pop out our doorstep every once in a while, and do what they do best, mangmolestya!
i really hope not to get a sight of them this weekend.
sigh.
// posted by jaena*** @ 16:54 
