7.8.06
Sigh. It's again raining outside. I plan to visit Pinas around this time next year, coz you see, I'm hoping to avoid winter here. But then I realized that it won't make that much of a difference coz it's also rainy season in pinas. Bakit ba kasi ako hinahabol ng ulan? (Pero actually, I like rainy days. I like looking at it in a view. I just resent it the moment I get wet. wehehehe)
Anyway, back to my balikbayan plan. I'm not sure if it'll work out fine. I honestly have no enough money yet to come back home. Coz enough money isn't just airfare. It's triple, or maybe more. I can already imagine my relatives eyeing on everything I have in hand, plus the countless names tapping my head right now that deserve to get a little token from me, and what about the places I want to visit while I'm there, and the people that I want and I need to treat. Waaah. Thinking about it is just plain crazy.
1 option is to limit the days of my stay there. But that idea doesn't really appeal to me. That's just impractical. I want my vacation to be worth my every change. I want to make sure that I'll be able to spend generous amount of time with the people I care about, and make them happy enough to remember that visit. But then, the length of days is directly proportional to amount of money to be spent. Argh! I never realized that planning for a decent vacation can be this hard. Sigh.
Kelan na kaya ako uuwi?
Anyway, back to my balikbayan plan. I'm not sure if it'll work out fine. I honestly have no enough money yet to come back home. Coz enough money isn't just airfare. It's triple, or maybe more. I can already imagine my relatives eyeing on everything I have in hand, plus the countless names tapping my head right now that deserve to get a little token from me, and what about the places I want to visit while I'm there, and the people that I want and I need to treat. Waaah. Thinking about it is just plain crazy.
1 option is to limit the days of my stay there. But that idea doesn't really appeal to me. That's just impractical. I want my vacation to be worth my every change. I want to make sure that I'll be able to spend generous amount of time with the people I care about, and make them happy enough to remember that visit. But then, the length of days is directly proportional to amount of money to be spent. Argh! I never realized that planning for a decent vacation can be this hard. Sigh.
Kelan na kaya ako uuwi?
// posted by jaena*** @ 09:39 
