18.9.06
Our computers crashed. Wahahaha. We are all helpless. Work here is completely compiler-dependent so we have to wait for the IT department to fix the problem before we can all go back to business.
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my mum commented the other day that she never thought that I'd grow up to be this articulate and chatty and smart (don't argue! That's her exact words.) I was completely flushed. I thought so too. Wahaha.
I barely talk before. No one knew what was going on inside my head. Probably even I. and truth is even up to now, I still wonder how I have survived all those years of not talking at all. It's just pathetic. I'm actually fortunate to have acquired at least a number of friends in grade school. Seriously.
Nonetheless, I know that there are still lots of things to improve in me i.e. in terms of relating to others and expressing my thoughts. I have always wrapped myself up in hesitation and fear of criticism. But I'm trying to work on that.
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if I only have the power to exile anyone in a snap of my fingers, I would have got rid of my father long before. Bwisit talaga un. Call me discourteous and ungrateful basta bwisit sya. He's the most selfish and the most unreasonable bastard I have ever met. Promise! Bleh.
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I had a chat with Karol's mum few days back. (I have only met her once, kaya siguro gusto nya ko. Wahaha. Coz she didn't really get a chance to know me) She's been really supportive of my relationship with his son.
Big but: She has other plans for Karol. She's got friends in Oregon and Ireland who can help them bring Karol there. Juske talaga.
She was pleased to know that we (bf and I) too have plans of our own though. In fact, she'll help me with the requirements (bf's application for NZ). Kasi if I'll wait for my too damn busy Karol to send me the requirements, e tatanda ako sa kunsumisyon.
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We will head north some time in October. (Labor weekend that is.) We'll stay a couple of nights in Hastings. That is where the farm boys who once visited our place live. Meaning we are going to get a chance to live in a farm for 3 days. And it sure is something to look forward to. How boring could that possibly be? Wahaha.
Downside: Sigurado iinit ulo ni Karol coz I'll be with the same boy(s) again.
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it's been 2 hours now, and still no computer is functioning. Hala.
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Spring is here. It's less rainy and windy outside although it's still too damn cold. Anyway, what the heck?! It's cold here all year round!
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My mum resigned from her work. She got too stressed out. She got sick of her boss. Bumbum kasi! I realized na masama pala ang ugali ng karamihan sa mga bumbay.
Downside is there's less income for our family, and more expenses for the 3 left (dad, judz, me). But that's ok. I mean, my mum has done enough. Especially for my dad na saksakan ng kapal. Wahaha.
On the other hand, as a reward to my mum's acknowledgeable sacrifices for this family, she gets to go home in November! Waaaah. How I wish I'm in her shoes.
She's really excited. But since this is quite unplanned, she has limited budget for pasalubongs. Wahaha. Poor dagul.
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We went out for a cup of coffee. 4hrs has passed and yet computers are still down! Tsk. We should have gone home!
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Boring! Boring! Boring!
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my mum commented the other day that she never thought that I'd grow up to be this articulate and chatty and smart (don't argue! That's her exact words.) I was completely flushed. I thought so too. Wahaha.
I barely talk before. No one knew what was going on inside my head. Probably even I. and truth is even up to now, I still wonder how I have survived all those years of not talking at all. It's just pathetic. I'm actually fortunate to have acquired at least a number of friends in grade school. Seriously.
Nonetheless, I know that there are still lots of things to improve in me i.e. in terms of relating to others and expressing my thoughts. I have always wrapped myself up in hesitation and fear of criticism. But I'm trying to work on that.
...
if I only have the power to exile anyone in a snap of my fingers, I would have got rid of my father long before. Bwisit talaga un. Call me discourteous and ungrateful basta bwisit sya. He's the most selfish and the most unreasonable bastard I have ever met. Promise! Bleh.
...
I had a chat with Karol's mum few days back. (I have only met her once, kaya siguro gusto nya ko. Wahaha. Coz she didn't really get a chance to know me) She's been really supportive of my relationship with his son.
Big but: She has other plans for Karol. She's got friends in Oregon and Ireland who can help them bring Karol there. Juske talaga.
She was pleased to know that we (bf and I) too have plans of our own though. In fact, she'll help me with the requirements (bf's application for NZ). Kasi if I'll wait for my too damn busy Karol to send me the requirements, e tatanda ako sa kunsumisyon.
...
We will head north some time in October. (Labor weekend that is.) We'll stay a couple of nights in Hastings. That is where the farm boys who once visited our place live. Meaning we are going to get a chance to live in a farm for 3 days. And it sure is something to look forward to. How boring could that possibly be? Wahaha.
Downside: Sigurado iinit ulo ni Karol coz I'll be with the same boy(s) again.
...
it's been 2 hours now, and still no computer is functioning. Hala.
...
Spring is here. It's less rainy and windy outside although it's still too damn cold. Anyway, what the heck?! It's cold here all year round!
...
My mum resigned from her work. She got too stressed out. She got sick of her boss. Bumbum kasi! I realized na masama pala ang ugali ng karamihan sa mga bumbay.
Downside is there's less income for our family, and more expenses for the 3 left (dad, judz, me). But that's ok. I mean, my mum has done enough. Especially for my dad na saksakan ng kapal. Wahaha.
On the other hand, as a reward to my mum's acknowledgeable sacrifices for this family, she gets to go home in November! Waaaah. How I wish I'm in her shoes.
She's really excited. But since this is quite unplanned, she has limited budget for pasalubongs. Wahaha. Poor dagul.
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We went out for a cup of coffee. 4hrs has passed and yet computers are still down! Tsk. We should have gone home!
...
Boring! Boring! Boring!
// posted by jaena*** @ 16:10 
