12.1.07
I’m feeling a bit too excited these days that it doesn’t feel healthy anymore. Hahaha.
Karol’s application is moving faster than I thought. The end of the tunnel is almost reachable now, and I honestly can’t believe that it’s going to be this early. In a month or two, karol will move here in NZ. After tons of exchanging emails with various people, 1 stressful month of compiling necessary documents, and several infuriating fights with him, karol’s path is now almost as clear as glass, finally! Whew.
I know, I need to slow down and control myself from getting too excited as there are no definite dates yet, but I just couldn’t help it. I don’t want to preempt things cause I know how disappointing and frustrating it’ll be if they don’t turn out as I’ve hope for, but I really couldn’t help it. Half of my brain is now busy thinking karol thoughts! It’s now visualizing how things will go from March forward. That I’ll apply for leave and fly to south island to pick karol up in the airport. That we’ll go check out the farm where he’ll be staying. That we’ll go to the supermarket, and do his first grocery shopping. That we’ll go buy him a car, an extra cellphone and a laptop (first 3 in his priority list). That we’ll meet up whenever he’s off and wander around NZ..That we’ll spend Christmas and other holidays together. That we’ll need to save up for a big vacation in pinas. Waaaaaaaah! Oh god, I’ll be in utter desperation if he doesn’t make it here this March!
And suddenly, it felt like there's a need for me to do some really careful planning and budgeting. This plan, moving as abrupt as it is, is too financially damaging. It’ll surely be costly to fly back and forth to the south island. It also conflicts with my plan of visiting pinas later this year. How can I go on holiday and leave him behind again? Sigh.
On a different note though, I appreciate how our folks are very supportive of this plan. They are as keen as I am to have karol here. They’ve been very helpful giving us useful advices and reliable contacts. Sigh. Wouldn’t you feel keyed up if you’re in my shoes? Sigh.
Karol’s application is moving faster than I thought. The end of the tunnel is almost reachable now, and I honestly can’t believe that it’s going to be this early. In a month or two, karol will move here in NZ. After tons of exchanging emails with various people, 1 stressful month of compiling necessary documents, and several infuriating fights with him, karol’s path is now almost as clear as glass, finally! Whew.
I know, I need to slow down and control myself from getting too excited as there are no definite dates yet, but I just couldn’t help it. I don’t want to preempt things cause I know how disappointing and frustrating it’ll be if they don’t turn out as I’ve hope for, but I really couldn’t help it. Half of my brain is now busy thinking karol thoughts! It’s now visualizing how things will go from March forward. That I’ll apply for leave and fly to south island to pick karol up in the airport. That we’ll go check out the farm where he’ll be staying. That we’ll go to the supermarket, and do his first grocery shopping. That we’ll go buy him a car, an extra cellphone and a laptop (first 3 in his priority list). That we’ll meet up whenever he’s off and wander around NZ..That we’ll spend Christmas and other holidays together. That we’ll need to save up for a big vacation in pinas. Waaaaaaaah! Oh god, I’ll be in utter desperation if he doesn’t make it here this March!
And suddenly, it felt like there's a need for me to do some really careful planning and budgeting. This plan, moving as abrupt as it is, is too financially damaging. It’ll surely be costly to fly back and forth to the south island. It also conflicts with my plan of visiting pinas later this year. How can I go on holiday and leave him behind again? Sigh.
On a different note though, I appreciate how our folks are very supportive of this plan. They are as keen as I am to have karol here. They’ve been very helpful giving us useful advices and reliable contacts. Sigh. Wouldn’t you feel keyed up if you’re in my shoes? Sigh.
Yan na! Butterflies in my stomach. Tsk. Tsk.
// posted by jaena*** @ 10:05 
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oh my god. i'd be super excited din if i were you hahaha. am so happy. can't believe he's really actually headed there na when i used to see you guys sa elbi nun, naglalandian sa bar, nagsasasayaw dun na parang mga gago and now yo're both off to NZ spending holidays together huwaaaa. invite ako sa kasal ha. sana dito kayo pakasal. yeah yeah. you'll get there. :)
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