18.4.07
I’ve had some pretty rough weeks. Found myself crying in the middle of the night, frustrated over things I have no control of. Just when I thought that my life is sailing smoothly and almost perfect according to my standards, some things will tumble down and will slap me awake. Cause reality is, when you feel like you’re on top, there’s going to be no other way but down.
I was too happy--too happy that all my expectations rose up, oblivious of the fact that someone might not cope up. Then in one snap I lost it all. I’ve drained all the happiness I have kept inside me until there’s nothing left but utter desolation. Now I’m busy struggling to be happy again.
But I know after a while, things will ease up. i have my hopes high that soon enough I’ll reach the end of the chain, implying that if I reach the very bottom, I have no other way but up once more.
I was too happy--too happy that all my expectations rose up, oblivious of the fact that someone might not cope up. Then in one snap I lost it all. I’ve drained all the happiness I have kept inside me until there’s nothing left but utter desolation. Now I’m busy struggling to be happy again.
But I know after a while, things will ease up. i have my hopes high that soon enough I’ll reach the end of the chain, implying that if I reach the very bottom, I have no other way but up once more.
// posted by jaena*** @ 16:22 
