1.5.07
It’s my mom and dad’s 25th wedding anniv today. Who would have thought that they’d reach this far? I thought their thing was already over when I was 14 yrs old. But I guess not, they choose to stick together, product of my mom’s insane affection for my good-for-nothing father. Anyway, if they ended their marriage long before, it wouldn’t have made so much difference. Only my father wouldn’t be here. The separation would have made me feel sad but by this time I probably would have been over it.
In all fairness, a small part of me wants to congratulate them for successfully standing the test of times. I know they’ve gone through a LOT, to the point that I as a daughter already wished that they’d end their marriage. A small part of me envies my mom for having a very humble heart, tolerating all the heartaches my dad up to now is causing her. But still I don’t want to be like her. I feel like I’ve already suffered enough for having a terrible father. Hope my future husband wouldn’t be like him. Cause when I get married, I don’t want to just stay married, I want to stay in love.
In all fairness, a small part of me wants to congratulate them for successfully standing the test of times. I know they’ve gone through a LOT, to the point that I as a daughter already wished that they’d end their marriage. A small part of me envies my mom for having a very humble heart, tolerating all the heartaches my dad up to now is causing her. But still I don’t want to be like her. I feel like I’ve already suffered enough for having a terrible father. Hope my future husband wouldn’t be like him. Cause when I get married, I don’t want to just stay married, I want to stay in love.
// posted by jaena*** @ 18:21 
